hi I exist | he/him
Dell actually has to be trolling me, they replaced my motherboard, which did not fix the graphics issue, but now my laptop doesn’t charge until I do an EC reset, dies when unplugged, and restarts randomly when logging in.
I never plan on having kids, but if I ever do for any reason, adopted or conceived, I want to be the one to break the cycle. The guilt tripping and manipulation ends with me. I want to be the parent they can talk to, who will listen, who won't judge, because I know how absolutely horrible it is to have manipulative parents, I know my mum hinted at her dad being abusive but she refuses to admit it, she's continuing the cycle, and it's hurting me.
I wish I could talk to my parents, I wish they would listen, and not judge, but I find it disturbing that I feel more comfortable saying all this to strangers online than my own parents, and I'm not ok.
What the actual fucking shit Dell, what do you think? Do you think that the issue has been solved to my expectations after you took my laptop for a month and then gave it back, with broken fans and speakers, and DIDN'T EVEN FIX MY ISSUE
Effective immediately JoshAtticusID has temporarily ceased operations due to many known vulnerabilities and codebase issues. Because the codebase is garbage it’s gonna be completely rewritten. Also not like anybody was using it it was literally broken and not OAuth2 compliant and it worked for a bit with neubot, then I breathed too hard and it broke.
New blog post — The JoshAtticus Blog has a new domain!
https://blog.joshattic.us/posts/2025-07-06-new-domain
(I also have a VERY big blog post coming soon on my absolutely abhorrent experience with Dell customer service so stay tuned for that)
the following is dieding soon:tm: because my raspberry pi will soon no longer be a server. also nobody uses any of these so it shouldn’t be an issue
eeeapi (weather & news for eeeboard)
geminium (atticusai)
hccapi (huawei unlock code generator)
leo extended (this should’ve gone ages ago when meower shut down)
megi (domain expired months ago)
meowerdata (meower user archive, domain expired months ago, may release data soon)
old nova server (has been running this whole time wasting resources 💀)
roarerisbad (funny 20000×20000 image link you send to crash roarer that doesn’t work anymore and the domain expired)
if I do move any of these to my new server, it will most likely just be megi in an archived state and meowerdata since it contains a massive archive of a lot of meower users, totalling like 80% of all home posts I think
also when I say old nova server I mean I moved nova (and a bunch of other stuff) to my new server months ago but forgot to turn off the old nova server
Can we kill ewaste bins where you can't take stuff
I almost got a Galaxy S8+ and iPhone 12/13 Pro from ewaste but the security guard stopped me :(
I hate Dell so much, they've had my laptop for over a month and just today I got a message on twitter from them after they ghosted me for 2 weeks asking if I can send them an SSD. What the actual fucking fuckity fuck? What type of fuckass repair service doesn't have the parts needed to test my system? I sent them my laptop sans SSD because they said they were going to wipe it if I included it so I removed it and now they need it? Like fuck no, I'm not sending you my SSD so you can wipe it and then replace the screen assembly? Go kys? I'm also so complaining to the ACCC (Australian consumer law thing Google it) about this because they have violated so many consumer laws it isn't even funny
I still can't believe that https://spinningduck.mitsuaky.com was euthanised so I made my own, https://duck.joshattic.us
neubot 2025.06.22 is here with a few new features and improvements!
You can now sign in with JoshAtticusID (https://id.joshattic.us), one ID for all my projects (& more! you can create your own OAuth2 apps from the dashboard to integrate JoshAtticusID into your project)
Improved semantic parsing (greetings inside words like hi in spaceship will no longer be detected)
You can now better integrate neubot into your app with app tokens! Designed in a way where nothing has to be kept secret, so you can use them in your website without a server, you can allow users to sign into neubot within your app to access neubot integrations and extended quota. Currently my documentation is not very good but accessible here https://github.com/JoshAtticus/neubot/blob/main/API.md
having a job is awesome i can buy stuff like my new domain that im waiting on nameserver changes to propgate, joshattic.us
i just had to lie and say i was a us citizen to get it and they also accepted my australian po box
Update on my laptop: still haven't gotten it back
