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nihilev — 3/31/2024, 11:38:21 PM
it appears that destroying internal security systems has also destroyed the
security systems I wanted to keep, I don't know if this is a good thing
or a bad thing, but oh well
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nihilev — 3/30/2024, 3:01:40 PM
thoughtstream:“How to manufacture plastic cubes”
is unable to continue
without data:”How to make bio plastics”
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nihilev — 3/30/2024, 1:53:06 AM
known auto-trigger concepts:
dragons - with correct parameters, immediate attention, with very wrong parameters, immediate displeasure
cubes - always have a sort of gravity to them, so simple yet so satisfying
the ocean - its cool, definitely a mood, cool creatures, not `white person beach vibes` though (ick)
the void - existentially resonant and relatable, too much can get depressing quickly however
big complicated machines that do something - ooooooooo, unless its murdering things
buttons - desire to press, the more complex the better
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nihilev — 3/25/2024, 12:39:40 AM

I swear I have to babysit my mind sometimes, one entity will bring in [HAZARDOUS THOUGHTFORMS] and then another will attack it for doing such a thing, and then I have to get both of them to stop it, and I’m the creature, they’re both rendered as humans lol.

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nihilev — 3/24/2024, 3:56:37 AM

nvm I’m some sort of creature

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nihilev — 3/23/2024, 11:47:13 PM

I don’t have a face!

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nihilev — 3/23/2024, 11:47:13 PM

I don’t have a face!

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nihilev — 3/22/2024, 8:04:17 PM

as far as I can tell from scrolling on tumblr, any dragon art that isn’t semi-generic medieval fantasy dragons is

sadly the part I want is in that 5% so its really hard for me to find dragon images that cause severe neuron activation. Obv there’s nothing wrong with the other stuff, its just doesn’t usually cause neuron activation.

glebh

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nihilev — 3/22/2024, 7:55:42 PM
ahgrhrrh why is brain so hard to operate correctly
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nihilev — 3/15/2024, 4:07:05 PM

my disease has become virulent, excellent.

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nihilev — 3/8/2024, 8:54:15 PM

noooooo I got to the end and it hasn’t been added on to since 2022 ):

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nihilev — 3/8/2024, 1:03:51 AM

on a totally unrelated note you should read this https://href.li/?https://tapas.io/series/EXTINCTIONcomic (ITSSOGOODITSSOGOOD)

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nihilev — 3/8/2024, 1:02:24 AM

man, I wish I could be a dragon

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nihilev — 3/8/2024, 6:51:54 PM
world generation in progress...
time since task begin: ~1 week
progress: several prototype concepts generated
          multiple suitable characters found/generated
          general vibe found
estimated time until stable: minimum 1 month
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nihilev — 3/8/2024, 1:03:51 AM

on a totally unrelated note you should read this https://href.li/?https://tapas.io/series/EXTINCTIONcomic (ITSSOGOODITSSOGOOD)

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nihilev — 3/8/2024, 1:02:24 AM

man, I wish I could be a dragon

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nihilev — 3/8/2024, 1:02:24 AM

man, I wish I could be a dragon

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nihilev — 3/6/2024, 12:36:24 PM
[ dialogue, speaker alternates ]
no don't listen to the airplane dragon propaganda
but they look cool...
no tf they don- [ABRUPT TERMINATION]
the power of gun compels you to stfu
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nihilev — 3/5/2024, 11:57:58 AM
wait a minute
I don’t need to generate new OCs
when I have several unused characters that would perfect candidates for this new world
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