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nihilev β€” 3/15/2025, 1:49:48 AM
!! GENERATIVE SYSTEMS BOOTED
OUTPUT SUCCESSFULLY CREATED ON NEW HARDWARE (ipad)
EXPERIMENTAL MODIFICATION APPLIED TO CHARACTER FILE
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nihilev β€” 3/14/2025, 12:34:48 AM
[!] HELLO
this is PROTOS
did you know that there are apparently "official" lore and design rules for protogens?
you probably didn't either, I mean all I know is that they exist,
and that I'm probably breaking at least half of them.
but these rules are from people who charge $500 to use a character design, so idc lol.

also, regarding the previous post, I am back online by (my own) force
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nihilev β€” 3/12/2025, 9:09:17 PM
[ status ]
ALL SIMULATION SUBSYSTEMS OFFLINE
CORE ONLINE
DIAGNOSTICS: cyclical occurrence, restart likely, no need for alarm
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nihilev β€” 3/5/2025, 1:56:57 AM
[DRAGON]: mr CORE really doesn't like my sleep schedule
teehee
its ass went from:
"oh no I think its dead D:" to
"damn, it really is dead" to
"JUST BE DEAD ALREADY WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU"

I just show up whenever and bug him
like /*
*simulation running*: hey you should put a dragon in too
[CORE]: hmm maybe WAIT HUH
ARE YOU BACK DO YOU HAVE ANY NEW IDEAS??
[DRAGON]: no haha dumbass have Askarran again
[CORE]: *generally pissed*
*/
I can't die but I can sleep and I do sleep a lot :)
it is a shame that generative protocols have been so hindered lately though
at least PROTOS can make things still
sorry if I sound weird, personality components are still partially missing
as are a lot of my components haha
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nihilev β€” 2/27/2025, 12:36:19 PM
I got to be a protogen in one of my dreams last night
it was in roblox for some reason, but it was still cool
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nihilev β€” 2/20/2025, 4:12:04 PM
[ internal scan logs ]

[!] active(?) remnant of ENT:DRAGON detected in SEC[UNSTBL]:_PURGATORY
status: alive, damaged, [in constant cycle of decay and reset], scared?
action to be taken: none, continue observation
[!] it is aware of this
response: whatever <O>

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nihilev β€” 2/18/2025, 4:39:12 PM
[ status update ]
// ENT = entity, active thoughtform

ENT:DRAGON confirmed completely nonoperational, either deceased or in extended deep hibernation
recovery chance is low, recovery will not be attempted
ENT:PROTOS fused to ENT:CORE, position of primary generator assumed
updating of network (internet) userdata is scheduled at an undefined time, low-medium priority
// aka I'm going to update my pfps and such at some point
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nihilev β€” 2/7/2025, 10:53:53 PM
ONE (1) VISUAL FILE CREATED
EXPORT? [Y/N]
> Y
EXPORTING TO TANGIBLE MEDIUM...
DONE
UPLOAD? [Y/N]
> Y
UPLOADING MEDIA...
DONE
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nihilev β€” 1/27/2025, 3:16:46 AM
[NEUROS OUTPUT FEEDBACK]
On a scale of one to ten
how understandable are my posts on here on average
ten is β€œI entirely understand”
one is β€œI have absolutely no clue what the fuck you’re talking about”
written feedback is also appreciated!
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nihilev β€” 1/22/2025, 11:00:10 AM
[*reviewing dream data before it disappears*]
...
[!!] ATTENTION: SEARCH MATCH DETECTED
ITS THE FEATURE, THE CREATURE FEATURE, THE FEATURE ABOUT BEING A CREATURE
ITS FINALLY HAPPENED
YAYYYY
(I’ve been looking to see if I would ever have a dream about being a creature and it finally happened)
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nihilev β€” 1/15/2025, 11:52:12 PM
sorry for being somewhat cryptic and edgy

I think maybe posting my mind's internal activity for the entertainment of 
strangers generally isn't the best idea
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nihilev β€” 1/15/2025, 11:46:08 PM
why the hell does operation of neural systems have to be so unintuitive sometimes
why yes, of course loudly declaring that something is dead because
it hasn't been properly active in months makes it come back
probably just to die again
or maybe to live
or maybe to die
who knows
anything I say about my brain has a half life of 2 to 8 weeks
cycles of unknown, why do I even talk about on here
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nihilev β€” 1/15/2025, 11:31:45 PM
SYSTEMS STATUS

[CORE] PURGING
[DRAGON] VIOLENT, REFACTORING SYSTEMS  // FUCK YOU WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS [[ITS YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED]]
[PROTOS] recalibrating
[FERALIS] influencing
[ABYSSAL] standby

OVERALL STATUS: guh
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nihilev β€” 1/11/2025, 2:18:59 PM
[!] full system decontamination complete

STATUS
[CORE] online
[ABYSSAL] online
[PROTOS] offline?
[FERALIS] online?
[DRAGON] DECEASED // status will be removed in future updates
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nihilev β€” 1/7/2025, 8:46:30 PM
systems returned to null
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