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oren:

Hey man, you’ve been getting really mad when people disagree with you recently. You blew up at k10398 and me on the Palestine thing (I agree with you mostly, but there’s a lot more nuance to it) and then got really annoyed with my comment on the recent post (not to defend myself, but my comments were literally only inductive reasoning). And, you unfollowed me on the Palestine thing. You also accepted k10398’s apology pretty coldly (although I don’t know what your intent was, it looks pretty cold on the outside).

I don’t think that’s a healthy way to live which is why I’m saying this to you. I’m sincerely sorry if I’ve been a jerk in any way, but I definitely don’t think all of this is deserved. I want to have a friendly relationship, not like what we’ve been having recently. If there’s anything I should do, let me know.

If you want to respond or debate, I’m willing to, just don’t make a big, public deal about it (you usually don’t which is good).

2/12/2024, 10:51:07 PM
mef:

You are not entitled to being liked by me. Please delete this.

2/12/2024, 11:14:44 PM
oren:

May I ask why?

2/13/2024, 12:28:19 AM
mef:

why what

2/13/2024, 1:36:16 AM
oren:

Two things:

  1. Why I’m not entitled to be liked by you

  2. Why I should delete the comment

I care about the first more than the second

2/13/2024, 1:51:13 PM
mef:
  1. That’s just a basic fact, I do not have to like you.

  2. You’re acting like you’re someone who I have a reason to be in a relationship with, like an irl friend or acquaintance, even though you are not. Your comment on “its not healthy to be angry“ feels very condescending, I do not like to be angry, but you seriously annoy me sometimes, and its hard to get you to go away without being aggressive sometimes.

we don’t have to be friends, and with the way you act, I don’t really want to be.

I also do not want to be aggressive or angry, but I will if I feel it is necessary.

2/13/2024, 2:00:54 PM
oren:

If I said the same words to you in real life, would you take them more seriously? That doesn’t really make sense. You should judge what I say based on the content, not the medium.

In my mind, being online is no different than being in a public space in real life (except, you don’t have any voice or visual cues when communicating). You can have good friends online, and I try to find those people. wasteof has a much higher concentration of those people than any other place online.

I understand that’s not a common view, and we don’t have to be friends. I just want to be friendly, or at least not hate each other. Note that I have apologized for every single time I have upset you, including in this comment thread.

If the only way you will be friendly towards me is if I don’t debate or disagree with you on any topics, I’m willing to do that. If that’s what it takes to have a non-negative relationship, being friendly is worth more to me than having my opinion heard.

2/13/2024, 2:57:42 PM
mef:
  1. no, I wouldn’t actually, I read exactly what you said and it just felt condescending and preachy

  2. you can’t be friends with everybody, its just kind of an unavoidable fact about humans

  3. the best way you can be friendly is by leaving me alone

  4. I value my mental health over being friendly

in conclusion: please leave me alone, Oren

(btw I unfollowed you way before the Palestine argument)

2/13/2024, 3:21:54 PM
oren:

Alright then. That’s it.

2/13/2024, 4:13:14 PM
mef:

I just want to add, as a final comment, that I do not wish ill on you in any way. I do not think that you are a bad person, and I hope you are doing well. I am sorry if I hurt you in any way, but I feel that the aggression was the only way to get you to leave me alone for good. I personally do not like you, but I am just one person on the internet, I am sure there are plenty of people who do like you.

thank you for listening, I will not respond to any comment after this.

2/13/2024, 5:38:30 PM
oren:

Gotcha

2/13/2024, 5:47:59 PM
bwah:

Wow why did you guys get mad at each other over some hot take I made a few days ago

2/15/2024, 10:08:02 PM
oren:

(When I said that’s it, I meant like “that’s done” or “that’s that”. I thought it sounded a little aggressive so I just wanted to clarify)

2/13/2024, 4:38:12 PM
bwah:

Sorry about my outrageous reaction a few days ago. I was in a pretty bad mood that day and I didn't make things better.

Agree to disagree (on the topic I started the argument on)? I won't bring it up again

2/12/2024, 10:27:07 PM
mef:

okay.

2/12/2024, 10:28:57 PM
asfsdgdfd:

new pfp?

2/12/2024, 6:12:20 PM
mef:

yeah

2/12/2024, 6:13:50 PM
zagle1772:

what was ðis account’s username before you changed it to mef?

1/16/2024, 7:38:07 PM
mef:

It has always been mef

1/16/2024, 8:33:14 PM
mef:

I did change it temporarily once for a joke though

1/16/2024, 8:34:11 PM
zagle1772:

what was it changed to?

1/16/2024, 8:36:58 PM
mef:

I think it was like mef#### (# represents some numbers I don’t remember) because there was a joke that wasteof used discriminators like discord used to and some other people did that

1/16/2024, 8:40:05 PM
pkmnq:

mine was 0245

2/4/2024, 8:08:35 AM
zagle1772:

do you own @mefemphetamine?

12/19/2023, 11:13:15 PM
mef:

yes

12/20/2023, 12:00:14 AM
landonhere:

I’ve noticed you using void script words that aren’t included in the original list. Where can I find an up-to-date lexicon?

12/19/2023, 1:19:50 PM
mef:

at this point I just kinda throw symbols together to look cool ngl, so some might just be gibberish just to look cool

12/19/2023, 1:54:48 PM
mef:

its more of a decorative language than anything else, but I do have a doc outlining what the symbols inside of the words can mean, I’ll give you that part if you want

12/19/2023, 1:56:48 PM
landonhere:

Sure, I’ll have that.

12/19/2023, 1:57:38 PM
mef:

here

12/19/2023, 10:07:39 PM
landonhere:

Thank you, thank you, thank you. Documentation on cryptic stuff - especially conlangs that use non-Latin script - are very powerful brain fuel for me.

12/20/2023, 11:49:39 AM
landonhere:

(That was a request to have said document, in case you misinterpreted my previous comment.)

12/19/2023, 7:11:59 PM
mef:

I don’t have it at the moment

12/19/2023, 7:25:55 PM
landonhere:

Oh.

12/19/2023, 7:33:06 PM
landonhere:

Question from one of my friends: what happens if Neuros crashes?

12/13/2023, 8:26:26 PM
mef:

Systems run without an OS layer if NEUROS crashes, NEUROS’ actual function is mostly visualization and organization of my mind, so a crash isn’t fatal (obviously), but it usually means that something is going very wrong and I need to fix it or reset (via sleep/distraction)

12/13/2023, 9:53:31 PM
landonhere:

Aight, thanks!

12/14/2023, 11:40:12 AM
mef:

NEUROS mainly manages internal operations too, and it’s pretty well sandboxes from external operations, so

  1. External stimulus can easily go to NEUROS, but NEUROS needs to make very deliberate requests in order to do anything externally (most of the time)

  2. Even when NEUROS is damaged or offline external operations can work mostly fine

I have so much brain lore I could talk about, probably too much lmao

12/13/2023, 10:03:00 PM
june_:

idea: on april fools, post “better call saul” on @mefemphetamine instead of “breaking bad”

12/13/2023, 2:39:48 PM
mef:

👍

12/13/2023, 2:53:37 PM
bwah:

Who dis

12/5/2023, 12:24:03 AM
mef:

You seem entertaining

12/5/2023, 12:26:46 AM
bwah:

I try

12/5/2023, 12:28:12 AM
mef:

You’re doing a good job also you also seem like a pretty good test dummy for brain rot contagion

12/5/2023, 12:30:28 AM
bwah:

Ok good to know 👍

12/5/2023, 3:53:23 AM
slay:

slay

10/3/2023, 11:45:47 PM
mef:

slay them all

10/4/2023, 12:14:54 AM
dertermenter:

i'm doing a wasteof survey for the trolley problem. Would you like to participate? It would be great if you can, thank you

10/3/2023, 3:01:46 PM
mef:

sure

10/3/2023, 4:02:37 PM
dertermenter:

thanks! Here is the link: https://neal.fun/absurd-trolley-problems/ please tell me how many kills you got, thanks!

10/3/2023, 4:06:22 PM
mef:

it’s not loading on my school chromebook, I’ll try it when I get a chance

10/3/2023, 4:07:19 PM
dertermenter:

That’s fine, thanks

10/3/2023, 4:07:42 PM
mef:

207 human bones

10/2/2023, 8:22:46 PM
pkmnq:

that’s a lot

8/5/2024, 8:19:44 AM
asfsdgdfd:

i forget where you suggested it, but i remembered you suggesting that wasteof/wasteofplus add a way to switch between accounts in one browser instance seamlessly. well, you might be in luck because i have a wasteofplus prototype set up of this working. it also shows you new messages from any of the accounts through notifications/the new message badge on the extension :)

8/25/2023, 4:54:46 PM
pkmnq:

Can I keep the bucket?

8/18/2023, 4:52:26 AM
mef:

Yeah sure

8/18/2023, 7:09:04 AM
fatdonkey:

I have natural oil in my basement (also some platinum) would you like some?🤔

8/12/2023, 9:13:28 AM
mef:

MMMMM YES

8/12/2023, 12:03:17 PM